fleeting but there

Going through so many emotions. Can't figure out what to do, want to make changes, but some things take time.

Happy in some ways, so sad in others. Wish it was all much more cut and dry. Grey, mushy, foggy.

Visions of what are fleeting but there, new challenges and old challenges are being presented.

Keeping some kind of equilibrium and happiness momentum is crucial, but feel the pain too.