Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Back From Outer Space


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

As always, OH it's been too long.

As always, OH it's been too long.

Much is always happening. Miss you and you and you. How to write anymore. The days of personal blogging are over but have never been more needed. A real perspective in an overly edited "curated" world.


Personal truth, not social capital, what you want to say.

Ad agencies buying blogs, madd hits, what's the point?

Not sure.

why are we all here?

What are we trying to do?

I've given up on the idea of revolution, because it's just a chess move from a higher level..

Genuine action is so much more subtle.

The breeze. The breeze. Look up.

Wednesday, May 04, 2011


Feeling very anxious and angry right now. Not sure cause or trigger.Damn.

‘only those who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible‘

‘only those who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible‘ m c escher


American santeria

Thus I see Mombaccus as a power spot in the lost or still-unrealized Topography of an authentic American santeria or voudoun, in which all religions are as one on the magical or esoteric level. Imagine if Thomas Morton of Merrymount had actually succeeded in founding a syncretic cult based on Greco-Roman mythology, Indian shamanism, and High Church Anglicanism.

Peter Lamborn Wilson, still inspiring

Via this interesting place:

Love this

Skills that transfer: street fights, off-path hiking, seduction, broad erudition. Skills that don’t: school, games, sports, laboratory - what’s reduced and organized.

— Nassim Taleb


Publish Or Perish

..adapt or die. Stay aware -- OODA Loops, Bridgewater, No news article, Wifi and it's effects, EMF's in general.

Being of nature.

That organization book and that green beret book.

I am going to slowly slip away from social netwoks except for specific tactical business type moves, and to watch-comment. But I need more control. Not sure if blggr is the best place any longer, but we'll see.

Monday, April 04, 2011

The Super Mall

Is this week over yet? Not that the weekend was so amazing or anything, but I'm not really "feeling" what my weeks are about anymore. Bored and slightly angry all the time. Have no idea what the point is anymore in trying to win this Internet arms race every day. Race to the bottom.

Finished the second book in that rich dad series yesterday -- light on practical steps, but very inspiring, and a solid kick in a new direction. Also watched like five episodes of Bored to Death, which was excellent. Almost done with Creature from Jeckyl Island.

I'm dropping fat like there is no tomorrow, and that's great. Just need to keep the diet tight and work out right.

Feeling better writing here, but pissed that Gooog rules everything around me, and wish there was a better public-private way to share-vent and not worry about forever.

Let's all learn about the Slauson Swap Meet aka the Super Mall:


Monday, March 07, 2011


i feel like this should wait, but i've ignored my spiritual home on the internet for too long. much happening. drinking wine, thinking and blogging. "Personal blog" so rare, so rare.

Fuel injected passion.

Pretty much!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

fleeting but there

Going through so many emotions. Can't figure out what to do, want to make changes, but some things take time.

Happy in some ways, so sad in others. Wish it was all much more cut and dry. Grey, mushy, foggy.

Visions of what are fleeting but there, new challenges and old challenges are being presented.

Keeping some kind of equilibrium and happiness momentum is crucial, but feel the pain too.

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Interesting Medical Facts

My ADD gets worse when I'm hungry it seems. I've self diagnosed myself with a swollen spleen / B12 deficiency. The B12 I took is working very well. I've gone back to energy medicine as well, thank god.

Need to shed pounds though. I've gotten much, much stronger, but this excess weight is bullshit.

Where are my new glasses?