Update

(pretty much)

So, some of what I was feeling has dissapated, washed away. The intensity is not quite there. I feel more normal, more myself. Don't know how much of a good/bad thing this is? But, some of it remains... I'm thinking all the clutter clearing I've been/going to do is stirring up these feelings and emotions. The part that scares me though is what if some of it is REAL? What if the clearing is not just stirring up some sort of nostalgia.. but real, real-time NOW valid truth?? In that lies the wtf of this situation///</confused>