fleeting but there

Going through so many emotions. Can't figure out what to do, want to make changes, but some things take time.

Happy in some ways, so sad in others. Wish it was all much more cut and dry. Grey, mushy, foggy.

Visions of what are fleeting but there, new challenges and old challenges are being presented.

Keeping some kind of equilibrium and happiness momentum is crucial, but feel the pain too.

Interesting Medical Facts

My ADD gets worse when I'm hungry it seems. I've self diagnosed myself with a swollen spleen / B12 deficiency. The B12 I took is working very well. I've gone back to energy medicine as well, thank god.

Need to shed pounds though. I've gotten much, much stronger, but this excess weight is bullshit.

Where are my new glasses?